TWO WORLDS AT ONCE

I WOKE UP RIGHT BEFORE WHENEVER DAWN IS WITH A BUG BITE ON MY LEG. IT ITCHED LIKE CRAZY SO I SCRATCHED IT, AND TRIED TO FALL BACK ASLEEP, BUT AS SOON AS I CLOSED MY EYES ALL I COULD THINK OF WAS "WHAT IF IT WAS A BROWN RECLUSE?". I TRIED TO NOT THINK ABOUT IT BUT I COULDN'T HELP BUT REMEMBER A BROWN RECLUSE POPULATION MAP I SAW IN A MAGAZINE ONE TIME AND TRY TO PICTURE THE LEVELS OF BROWN RECLUSE (IF ANY THERE WERE) IN SOUTHEAST MICHIGAN. OF COURSE I COULDN'T. SO THEN I GOT ALL FREAKED OUT AND LAY FLAT AND STILL WITH EYES OPEN IN TOTAL DARKNESS UNTIL I HAD PUT IT ALL FROM MY MIND, AND WAS TIRED ENOUGH TO SLEEP AGAIN, BUT EVERY TIME I CLOSED MY EYES ALL I COULD SEE WAS THE SAME LIGHT BLUE, DROWNED, DEAD, ROTTING ARM IN REPOSE SURROUNDED BY BLACK, SO I DON'T KNOW IF I ACTUALLY EVER WOKE UP OR WHAT. IF I WAS AWAKE AND SAW THAT WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES, HOW FUCKED UP AM I? MAYBE I WAS IN TWO WORLDS AT ONCE.